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My Bio
Current Residence: Hellz0rz
Favourite genre of music: everything and nothing
Favourite photographer: Spencer Tunick
Favourite style of art: Minimalist
Favourite cartoon character: Brock Samson

Favourite Visual Artist
Egon Schiele
Favourite Movies
Anything with zombies or cannibals
Favourite TV Shows
Sense8
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Devil Makes Three
Favourite Books
The Valhalla series, the Mermaids of Eriana Kwai series
Favourite Writers
Umberto Eco
Favourite Games
Warframe!
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, pens, pastels, computer
Other Interests
Comic Books, My Pets, Computer and console games, a lot of other stuff...
Hi! My life is still shit but drinking just ALMOST killed me. I'm still alive, though I've been in and out of clinics and Had ECT attempted, (didn't work.) BTW I am looking for an artist to do work for my Twitch channel etc. I'm interested in people ...
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So...

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I have this journal on a depression board, but I can't seem to get the nerve to log in there, and I have nothing there, really. I'm an alcoholic. My pancreas is failing, I've had two attacks already. I shouldn't ever drink again, but I drink daily. I think I am trying to kill myself slowly. What an awful way to go. I keep wanting something wonderful and life-changing to happen to me, but that just isn't how reality works.
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Things are bleak. Money does not equal love.
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Thanks for the fave!
Thank you for watching me, my fellow split tongued.
You should do more writing, you seem to have a good grounding in the fundamentals. :)
I knew if enough Achaeans watched the same person, they HAD to be an achaean too!

Hiya!