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About Me Member Procrastinator elysiat28/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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So...

Wed Jul 1, 2009, 12:09 AM
I have this journal on a depression board, but I can't seem to get the nerve to log in there, and I have nothing there, really.

I'm an alcoholic. My pancreas is failing, I've had two attacks already. I shouldn't ever drink again, but I drink daily.

I think I am trying to kill myself slowly. What an awful way to go.

I keep wanting something wonderful and life-changing to happen to me, but that just isn't how reality works.

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: vodka

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  • Current Residence: Hellz0rz
  • Interests: Comic Books, My Pets, Computer and console games, a lot of other stuff...
  • Favourite movie: Anything with zombies or cannibals
  • Favourite band or musician: Clairvoyants
  • Favourite genre of music: everything and nothing
  • Favourite artist: Egon Schiele
  • Favourite poet or writer: Umberto Eco
  • Favourite photographer: Spencer Tunick
  • Favourite style of art: Minimalist
  • Favourite game: Mario Golf!
  • Favourite gaming platform: SNES
  • Favourite cartoon character: Brock Samson
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pens, pastels, computer

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=sn0dig Aug 2, 2009, 1:56:17 PM
thank you :)

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~DelphinusW Jun 7, 2009, 6:13:01 PM
Thanks for the fave!

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~media-idee2 Apr 30, 2008, 11:11:29 AM
Thank you for watching me, my fellow split tongued.

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~Teferis Jul 24, 2007, 6:11:37 PM
Thanx for the watch! =D
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~batbear Aug 26, 2006, 2:39:18 PM
You should do more writing, you seem to have a good grounding in the fundamentals. :)
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~Lereas Mar 13, 2006, 4:36:36 PM
I knew if enough Achaeans watched the same person, they HAD to be an achaean too!

Hiya!

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~Skyepie Sep 22, 2005, 1:40:18 AM
oooh <3

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~Shalora Apr 30, 2005, 9:44:38 AM
Thank you so very much for the :+devwatch:!! :hug:

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